ANSIR® Profile: Visionary / Idealist / Sentinel
Boss: Idealist

Baby Blues

These arms are still empty,
It's been too many years
I can hardly keep them hidden
The heartache and tears.

I'm waiting for you, angel
To bless my heart & soul
I think I've been a good wife
Now I want, so much, a mother's role

My life is not yet complete
You are not there to hold
A big peice of my life is missing
Your destiny is yet untold

I see you in my dreams baby
Ten little fingers and toes
You have your mommy's green eyes
And your daddy's ears & nose

When my eyes are closed tighter I think
Will your room be pink or blue?
And how much more of my life will pass
Before all my dreams come true

Will I ever know the joy
Of rocking you at night?
Telling bedtime stories
And tucking you in tight?

Will I ever get to comfort you
When you fall & scrape your knee?
To kiss and make it better
At the tender age of three?

Can I watch you graduate
And take you to the mall?
Your dad would take you fishing
And teach you to play ball

Will you make me a grandma
When I am old & gray?
Looking back at my life
I would be blessed in every way

So why have I been left behind
When I have so much to give?
I would gladly show the whole world
If you could only come to live

When will it be my turn
I search my anguished mind
But questions without answers
Is all I ever find

I go home every night
And fight the tightness in my chest
The silence is so deafening
In my big empty nest

I pray for you, little one
Everyday Can you hear?
So tell God we are ready
To hold you forever my dear

Dedicated to my little angel in heaven, Jordan Taylor. Died 02/2000

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